GOD IS WATCHING EVERYTHING, - Jelousy is a curse!!!

Rosary Retreat 2022 : Notre Dame des Victories, Paris 75001

Bring : Rosary Beads, Bible, Kneeling Stool, Pen and Copy book (for diary entries)

Attire : Comfortable Clothing

Cost : Fee Free

(Ref : World War II, Malta ; St Dominic of Guzman)

I officially started this Rosary Retreat ('the retreat') on Easter Monday this year (2022) ; all the readers watching this site know about my experience with the Holy Spirit in January of this year, and how it saved my life. Since then, I've had an unquenchable thirst to be closer to GOD (so I committed myself to regular mass services at Notre Dame des Victories, 75001, to at least take the 'Host' every Sunday) ; and that's a big step for me because I used to only go to mass once a year at Christmas, but always prayed the Holy Rosary Day.

Then while I was praying the Holy Rosary, on Easter Monday (2022), infront of the Blessed Virgin, a second interaction with the Holy Spirit caught me by surprise (a bright circle of radiant light that filled the Basilica making only the Statue of the Blessed Visible, and my heart beating rapidly and uncontrollably - a direct message that hit my heart like a torpedo) instructed me to take the Host Every Day and give my confession to only one priest - Father Bio - from St Paul's chapel in rue Saint Joseph, Paris 75002. I didn't know how I was going to communicate this with Father Bio (and I haven't yet)...

When I went over to that particular Chapel and explained myself to another priest that same afternoon looking for Father 'Bio...'(who wasn't reachable), it seems he didn't really appreciate it and I can understand why. I mean if that was me hearing this from one our 'church-goers' who I know nothing about, I would naturally be asking myself, 'what's so special about Father Bio?'; and my answer to that is 'I don't know, it wasn't my idea but I will certainly obey it because as Catholics, we all know that we are not to question the order of GOD, however it comes?'

Before I left St Paul's, there was some internal communication but I didn't understand the French. I think he may have contacted Notre Dame des Victories ('NDV'), but I can not say for certain; however, when I returned back to 'NDV', the thin dark-skin lady at the door who practically lives there and acts like the Basilica belongs to her, saw me entering, suddenly interrupted her conversation with another and with ill-intention stood in my way blocking me from continuing down the church isle to say my prayers infront of the Blessed Virgin. At first, I thought she was going to move to one side like everyone else with decency does when they see me entering the Basilica burdened with a heavy bag on my shoulder, so I continued forward (not realizing that she was going to push me back), and accidentally ran into her. I said 'pardon, excuse me' but she refused to move out of my way, so to keep the peace I took a different direction and continued my way quietly to the alter to commence my prayers. But she wasn't finished (although I was prepared to let it go), then she had the cheek to run to one of the nuns behind my back and falsely accuse of HER instigated aggression towards me, which was totally unprovoked. The nun's never ask me my side of the story, they just asked me to stop... 'arret Anne'!!!

I don't really know this bully, but she is a long standing employee of the basilica, who carries weight with both the nuns and parish priests; and the same lady who caused problems for me back in January after my first interaction with the Holy Spirit that saved my life, which I've posted that unfortunately caused her (but not only her) a bit of jealousy;;; in January, an eye witness accused her of stealing my flowers and candles that I placed in front of the Blessed Virgin, to provoke me, causing a clash of words between us on two separate occasions (...and She changes face very quickly when the right people are watching, so I don't even bother communicating her undesirable behaviors to the nuns because they won't see it); and it seems that I'm not the only one who doesn't like her. People who don't want to get involved have quietly told me to avoid her like a plague!

Unfortunately, another incident took place yesterday outside the front of the said Basilica, while she had some friends watching ready to back her up.

I was standing outside the entrance door getting some sun, which I sacrifice during retreats, and here she comes as if waiting for the opportunity to make more trouble. I immediately picked up on her body language and as she approached me, and I moved back a step to give her room to pass to keep the peace - I mean really, she could have entered through the enormous double entry gates right at the front of the Basilica (that's what I would have done), that were empty of baggers and all other people, but she wanted to come through the side gate where I was quietly enjoying the sun, keeping to myself as usual. Instead of going around, she came from behind and pushed me as hard as she could up against the wall and demanded I leave. I gripped the wall and stood my ground and told her in English (which she understands perfectly well) that 'this is not your church'. Then giving me a second shove forcing up against the wall (not allowing me to move without hurting her, which I was careful not to do, although she deserved it), she repeated herself demanding I leave, while her friends watching on were amusing themselves with her bullying towards me. I don't know what she's told people, I mean I don't even know her name or anything about her, but it seems pretty convincing because they were all on her side without caring that she was visibly in the wrong - and it is certainly not the way she behaves inferno of the parish priests or the nuns!

She wanted a fist fight but physically, mentally and emotionally, I KNOW that I'm too strong for her and she knows it too - she might just want me in trouble with the law, which I've NEVER been.

Unable to force me to leave and failing to engage me in a fist fight, she finally gives up and walks around me, while I'm still pinned up against the wall and enters the Basilica (of course I did push her back one just to warn her not to hurt her), crying to the head nun - blaming and shaming me, for what she did wrong that the nun did not see.

As soon as the head nun saw her enter the Basilica (which I did after her to continue my prayers, ignoring her crocodile tears), the head nun didn't even bother to ask ME what happened, instead the head nun cut me short and said in French 'STOP ANNE' so I said absolutely nothing and allowed all this slander to go on behind my back - GOD SAW IT ALL - while the head nun then took her aside and filed some formal complaint that had me unlawfully monitored for violence throughout the rest of the church service.

This post will be continued, while I'm still communicating with the police via email communication, who have advised me to charge her; during my prayers, the message in heart was to leave the situation with GOD, for he saw it all INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO, HER INTENTIONS.

It’s very important to note that I’ve been forced into homelessness and endured it for a total of eight years, four in Paris, and in that time I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW – local police know that I’m not aggressive, not violent and the first point of call for me, is resolving issues by way of civil communication (but unfortunately when people have got their minds made up before you even open your mouth, the opportunity to communicate is sabotaged).